Leaning into the Afternoons

What hurts the most…

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I sent him an email asking if he’d seen the Colin Farrell version of Total Recall. He was waiting for it to hit Pay Per Vew. I told him he had to see it (he loved what he called “realistic” Sci-Fi…the kind with mostly dystopian futures that could really come about). I sent another email on Wednesday of last week regarding a new guitar player.

I’ll never get his impression of Total Recall and I’ll never know if he listened to the guitar player. Those emails will sit out there forever…never answered. I don’t know why that is what keeps surfacing in my head, but it is…

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  1. Melissa

    I am so sorry. So so sorry. It’s the little things that hang over your head. And most likely this will be something you think about every time you think of him. I know I have similar memories that pop up every time I think of my mother. (As well as my dad, but to a lesser extent)
    It’s cliche but you have been in my thoughts over the past week. My heart aches for you and your family. Loss of such an important person is never easy, or understood fully by anyone around. Know that there is so much love heading your direction from here.